Friday, February 10, 2006


it's 1030am right now. it means that in another 4hours, all those who took their o'levels last year would be receiving their own results. im having mixed feelings at this current moment. it's the same feeling i got two years back when i took my damned o'levels result. it suck to the deepest shithole you can ever think of. but im sure i will do better this time coz i studied and i put in effort in it. if the results are similar to that of two years back, i can't even imagine what i will feel.

anyways, dissapointments are part of life. everyone has to feel dissapointed sometime. but me, i've already felt dissapointed alot of times and i don't wish to be dissapointed today. i just wanna smile from ear to ear. but if shit still happens again, then we need a backup plan. and my backup plan if i did fuckingly bad this time is to enrol in either one of the arts school which is either nanyang academy of fine arts (nafa) of lasalle-sia. that's what im going to do. but it'll be better if i do well and earn my place in polytechnic. i don't have to worry about anything then.

despite the nervous feelings of taking results, i still enjoyed my so-called "last day of happiness" yesterday. went to the open house at nafa with a bunch of mats and also my beloved eisley. we got a personal tour of the place by nasuha, the ex-hkss, who even showed us where the best coffeeshop is. and there were bapoks over there. however, im still in deep shit right now. my hammocky hair is still in its hammocky state. i have to cut my hair before 230pm! goodluck my fellow recipients!!


and dear,
remember to call me later.
i wanna know about your malay result too.

10:05