Wednesday, February 01, 2006


the past few days were rough for me. things didnt seem to work out well with me and the surronding situation. everything seemed wrong and i just didnt know what to do. i thought my life had just turned into a bad fairy tale story. but now, it's getting better. i start to see the bright sun shining on me again rather than the gloomy dark clouds shielding me from the light i needed so much to make me smile again. i finally realised that everything bad would eventually turned out to be good if you made an effort to do so. if not, we'll just have to suffer the consequences be it good or bad.

in times like these, friends are those people whom you turn to for advices or just to let out your feelings stored deep down inside yourself which you can't really let out to any other people, even your family. well, family is important. but there are certain things that we can't really let out to our parents or our siblings. things like teenage angst or fairy tale love story. letting it out to friends is easier.

everyone now who is looking for a relationship often go with appearances or the status of the potential partner but me, i don't see a need to. i just need the partner to be someone whom i can relate to very well and share all my deepest sorrows and utmost happiness. that's what makes a good relationship. and when some people thought i wasn't good enough for her, i just felt really bad and pissed and at the same time pityful to that faggot. if you want good appearances and status, go to hollywood please. you'll find lots of them there. seriously, people like this don't think much. like aishah said, gorgeous looks won't last forever. so why bother?

anyways, i've decided that my workline in the future should be somewhere in the design area. interior design. communication design. or just whatever that's related to design or the media and communication.


let there be love
let there be love
let there be love

12:33