Sunday, May 28, 2006


electrical engineering. i began to question myself to why i am in this course which i have no slightest interest in. i am really not the engineering kind of person. physics and mechanics are not my forte. i had always hated physics in my entire secondary school life. that clearly explained the result on my o'level certificate. but with the kind of aggregate i got for o'levels i had no chance of being choosy. enginneering courses were all i was eligible for. and i just realised that i am the only person who failed science in my current class now. who is to blame? only me of course. the feeling of regret is of course still in me but what is the use of regretting? i have no choice but just continue learning and get that diploma which is so freakin important in our society. looking at the brightside, engineering offer more job opportunities these days. hopefully it will still be the same in three years time.

anyway, i wished i did better and earned my place in design school. now, this is what i have passion for. design is me. not engineering or whatever that is related to physics. my common tests are comming in two weeks time and i am really looking forward to know where i stand in this course. i got a feeling i am at the far end of the table. give up? or press on? i choose the latter. it is the only way. i am already at the bottom for now. the only way is up.


i dont wanna ever
love another

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