Monday, January 21, 2008


good friends or lepak friends?
it's weird knowing that you have a group of close friends but not sure whether they are just there for you to hang around with to fill the boring moments or someone who would sit down and really listen to you and vice versa.

makes me wonder. whom do i trust? are they really listening or just pretending to care. it's all the same everytime. jokes and gossips. we rarely talk about stuffs that really matter. if we do, it'll just be some funny story to the rest to have a laugh or joke at. this only happens in a group.

it's a whole different atmosphere whenever im with one or two of them. it gets a little tense and serious. conversing seems much easier to me. being heard more than being joked or laughed at. the lesser number of people in the group, the better the chances are of really getting to know a situation. the lesser the people, the lesser the arguments.

so good friends or lepak friends?
i guess only time will tell. the longer we stay with each other, the better friends we'll be for each other.

23:45