Thursday, September 10, 2009

maybe working behind the scenes doesnt really bring satisfaction cos you dont even get a simple acknowledgement about the good job done
maybe people should start being thankful that people around them actually put alot of effort to make them happy
maybe when you keep things to yourself and choose not to share makes people think that youre actually shallow on knowledge and when you eventually speak out youre not given the attention cos basically youre still shallow on knowledge to them
maybe the meaning of close friends doesnt really exist cos everyone is selfish enough to not lend a helping hand
maybe the reason youre there in the first place is because you have something that they dont
maybe they talk to much cos they havent seen life that much and they think you are too just because you dont share it with them
maybe this angst kept in me is building up so much that i think i need to finally let it out
maybe sometims guys do have pms. personal manmade stress.

people have choices. i made mine and i dont like how its building up. it gets so frustrating and irritating at times. and maybe theres no way to change it.

and im tight on cash right now.

everytime i save, it gets used up.

everytime it gets used up, im missing my date with beyonce even more.