Tuesday, December 08, 2009
tomorrow, at 0830hrs, will be the day that will evolve me into a man. finally after more than 21years and 15days. no points for guessing where i'll serve my time. see you people soon."tonight everything last kopek
football manager, pes09, etc"
00:20
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
happy 21st birthday twins.may you girls grow up looking similar always. haha.
ain; mon amoureux, toujours.
00:17
Monday, November 02, 2009
maximum adrenaline rush. i admire them for what they do and doing it without holding anything back. gotta admire them for that. other than guts these guys are just normal people living life to their fullest. something that not many people are doing.
in a way these guys inspire me. although i know its rather impossible for me to do what they do but taking the assence of how they do it, we can really learn alot. take for example; have you ever wished you could do something that you thought was impossible?
and now, i need to start doing stuffs that i once thought was impossible. if we believe we can do it, then we can. if it doesnt work out well just think back that the thought of it was already an achievement nonetheless.
"metal mulisha"
23:32
Thursday, September 10, 2009
angsty. not whiny.
maybe working behind the scenes doesnt really bring satisfaction cos you dont even get a simple acknowledgement about the good job done
maybe people should start being thankful that people around them actually put alot of effort to make them happy
maybe when you keep things to yourself and choose not to share makes people think that youre actually shallow on knowledge and when you eventually speak out youre not given the attention cos basically youre still shallow on knowledge to them
maybe the meaning of close friends doesnt really exist cos everyone is selfish enough to not lend a helping hand
maybe the reason youre there in the first place is because you have something that they dont
maybe they talk to much cos they havent seen life that much and they think you are too just because you dont share it with them
maybe this angst kept in me is building up so much that i think i need to finally let it out
maybe sometims guys do have pms. personal manmade stress.
maybe working behind the scenes doesnt really bring satisfaction cos you dont even get a simple acknowledgement about the good job done
maybe people should start being thankful that people around them actually put alot of effort to make them happy
maybe when you keep things to yourself and choose not to share makes people think that youre actually shallow on knowledge and when you eventually speak out youre not given the attention cos basically youre still shallow on knowledge to them
maybe the meaning of close friends doesnt really exist cos everyone is selfish enough to not lend a helping hand
maybe the reason youre there in the first place is because you have something that they dont
maybe they talk to much cos they havent seen life that much and they think you are too just because you dont share it with them
maybe this angst kept in me is building up so much that i think i need to finally let it out
maybe sometims guys do have pms. personal manmade stress.
people have choices. i made mine and i dont like how its building up. it gets so frustrating and irritating at times. and maybe theres no way to change it.
and im tight on cash right now.
everytime i save, it gets used up.
everytime it gets used up, im missing my date with beyonce even more.
00:57
Monday, January 19, 2009
so far, 2009 has been going kinda well for me. not too good and not that bad either. its kinda in between for most of the time. this year will be my graduation year and the ever famous national service that has become slightly infamous over the years for me. time really flies as you get older. we should enjoy each and every second of it.
with that, i think i should take a short getaway during my holidays. maybe in march or probably august or september. maybe head down on a road trip to Cherating. or just laze over the sunny beaches of Redang or try surfing over at Bali's crazy waves. Phuket isnt a bad idea also. haha this is purely just me and my wild thoughts. but the chances are quite good. around a ratio of 1:5 i guess. we'll see how it goes.
before all that is gonna happen, i still have school to think about. really have to put in all the effort i have for this round. graduate, get the diploma and straight to national service. it sucks to be the only one who is still having pink ic amongst the guys. or should i say men.
my hope for 2009?
peace and love in the world man.
israel, please fuck off from palestine. its not yours and will never be yours. get a life.
02:10
Monday, January 12, 2009
amrx nia; numero uno
le cinquième
01:54
Thursday, January 08, 2009
classmates of '94
take a look at that. a class photo taken around 15years ago. the first class photo i remembered and probably the oldest class photo i have kept with me. it brings memories just looking at them. the funny thing is that i know a number of them now and we didnt realise it until we saw the photo. we still do keep in contact but most of them are uncontactable. wonder how they look like now. thanks to ila for uploading this picture at facebook. maybe if there's a chance, we could all meet up again and take a similar photo.
oh yar, emek was in the same kindergaten as me. different classes.
the world is small. or maybe its just singapore. or even maybe just jurong.
00:32
Monday, January 05, 2009
"just wanna be free,
through the love in your eyes.
sweet tides"
amrx nia.
01:25
Thursday, November 27, 2008
cos pictures speak a thousand words
a wonderful day out.
a splendid day spent.
its all worth the early morning rush.
its all worth the expensive parking.
its all worth the sweat and lethargics.
simple stuff with simple people.
no complications.
thats the way it should be.
mon amoureux,
toujours (:
00:05
Sunday, September 07, 2008
im beginning to see the effects. the different treatments. the hostility.
eventhough its all good as it seems, thats only on the surface.
because i know somewhere under that facade, its a totally different feeling.
slowly it begins to surface. so slowly that its hardly noticable.
what i am now is what i am before. im still the same me. the same friend.
01:02
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
europe was a blast!
french girls are hot!
next, tioman in august.
and i guess i have been leading an unhealthy lifestyle.
both physically and mentally. maybe academically too.
good time management, thats all i need right now.
"give a little bit of attitude"
01:30
Saturday, May 31, 2008
six jours à paris.
eurotrip on 6June till 21June.
really looking forward to that.
on a serious note.
i havent been doing anything productive lately.
okay maybe just on the academic part.
and i have four papers for this upcoming common test.
which starts on monday. im screwed. seriously.
17:25
Friday, May 02, 2008
false judgements.
the reason of it all. not the cause.
the cause?
the ever common human feeling. jealousy.
sometimes it makes me wonder why such people actually exist.
what i mean is that people who have so much free time to actually criticise your every move.
everything you do is either wrong to them or it just pisses them off.
it amazes me that they actually put alot of effort in doing something like that.
if there's one mistake i did that i actually regretted doing is that i didnt think thoroughly.
whatever you say about me being petty, childish, irritating and whatever nots just comes back to you eventually. think. thats what you asked me to do. observe. thats what you asked me to do also.
so here's a simple request from me, do the same thing.
"this problem is between you and me and no one else"
i trusted you with that statement.
but what did you do?
you tell others about it. whats your motive?
trying to make people hate me and eventually distant themselves from me?
whatever would you wanna do that for?
we just have to accept each other's flaws you know.
we cant impress everyone.
seriously, i dont really care already.
i dont trust anything you will have to say anymore.
as for now, i'll let it be how you want it to be.
lucky for you, my patience still runs.
02:22
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
"i can't find my way in
i try again and again"
14:40
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
learn to help yourself.
learn to trust yourself.
learn to listen to yourself.
learn to think for yourself.
do things yourself and for yourself only.
cos in the end you only live for youself.
till the day you found someone for yourself.
and im tired by the kind of attitude i get from some people. it sucks like fuck although it is just a temporary feeling. i mean so what if you know some stuffs that i dont know. not everyone knows everything. there are some things that i am certain i know more but for the sake of being nice, i dont freaking ask you to shut up and let my ego out. please learn to listen for fuck sake. there is nothing wrong with being wrong sometimes. think.
there's a fine line between being irritating and being rude.
and you were just rude.
